GET ME OUT OF HERE
It’s amazing, how a person can NOT know you so well
How someone can have input on so many parts of your life, while you can say nothing back without them trying to throw it all in your face again.
You don’t know me, at all.
Especially if you think that I could be so lost without you.
I’ve been…
These were the last words to me from my roommate. I love you, Paulina. And I can honestly say that I’m more hurt than anything over the way everything turned out. I’m in the middle of packing up my things and I can’t even begin to tell you how happy I am that you were my roommate this year. Even though things didn’t turn out the way we quite expected, the times that we did hang out- I had a lot of fun and I refuse to cancel out the positive with the negative words that have been said recently.
We wanted to be each others roomies so bad. I remember that very call saying it was confirmed. Faith/Faythe power, right? Remember when all four of us used to go out to the rim and laugh on the bench about random things. And what about when we decided to go to Silverton on a whim? Don’t even get me started on OU keg day….and our crazy retakes when recording your videos. The time that you painted a snail on me, that was awesome. And when we decided to name our room the “Granny Cranny” (I saw you throw that sign away. Ouch.). Also, when I convinced you to spray febreeze while we did top secret things in the wardrobe (we went to Narnia, of course)- that was somethin’. The infamous “Gurl I dunno where u b” video. Whenever you sang downtown and I was your backup? HA. When we hand painted beautiful circles for our room? Pauls + Moe = Peace. Helping you pick out something to wear for your ‘TOP 10’ competition? Me coming to parker? Watching your performance? CHIPOTLE?
I’ve always been here for you, what I didn’t realize until now is that you don’t want me to be.
Its hard to believe that we won’t even say goodbye. I hope you don’t just think of me as ‘The Bitch Who Lived on the Other Side of my Room’, but if you do I guess thats alright, too.
Can’t we all just….whoop?
I went to the river the other day and got to use a rope swing and it was so great plopping into the freezing water and then getting out and letting the sunshine make me warm.
Holy fuck seriously if you’re going to reblog any of my work, let it be this one, good god this piece took so long.
wow this is awesome and i appreciate the detail
Fenghuang 6PM (Hunan) (by Yves ANDRE)
These feet of mine will set foot in Hunan before I die. Mark my words.
